aporeo - 19:10 on 17 II 2004
sol occidit - 23:29 on 13 I 2004
meminisse haec iuvabit - 11:47 on 16 XII 2003
quiesco - 20:31 on 08 XI 2003
alchera mortuast - 14:40 on 01 X 2003
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aporeo - 19:10 on 17 II 2004 sol occidit - 23:29 on 13 I 2004 meminisse haec iuvabit - 11:47 on 16 XII 2003 quiesco - 20:31 on 08 XI 2003 alchera mortuast - 14:40 on 01 X 2003 |
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2001-08-09 - 12:24 a.m. - brevis18 |
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There's nothing for me when even words fail me, when music fails me, or rather when I fail them: because really my duty is not to the teacher or to myself but to the greater integrity of the art: So in betraying that by bringing too much of myself or the teacher into them I think I've lost what I stand for- I wish I wouldn't come up with this self-pitying stuff; it's so undignified and it ends up making me feel worse. I hope everyone else is having a good summer. (At least I have the privilege of complaining about the state my psyche is in. At least I can take a bed, a roof, and food for granted. At least I can wallow in guilt without doing anything about it.) What is wrong with me? Serotonin too low, or what? J |
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